Where’s your other face? I thought you had 2?

Come back to me it’s almost easy.

14th Nov.
Cube > Iluma’s Manhattan Fish market > Boat Quay’s Up Bar & Whale > Spize > Home.
Went with BabyJ for best’s advanced birthday celebration. Thanks for the dinner guys! Cabbed down to Boat Quay & headed to the super crowded & boring Up Bar. Saw Bibi & co. After BabyJ left for Pasir Ris, we went to Whale. It was more fun there cos i was fucking high. Hazy recollections of kissing people and talking about Benney to Jarrett the whole night. Sorry & thanks for taking care of me yo.

15th Nov.
Overslept & missed church. Caught ‘ PARANORMAL ACTIVITY ‘ again with BabyJ & Ben. Stayed over @ BabyJ’s.

16th Nov.
Cube > Home > Cube > Zirca > Boat Quay > Home

Headed down to cube with BabyJ. Being super forgetful i had to head home to get my IC. Thanks Felicia for going with me Met Keimus & Co @ Cube then we headed to Zirca together. Got my tix from Bert & waited till Best came. Queued up & half of our group couldn’t go in despite having the same tix cos they were supposedly ‘ the normal tickets & couldn’t enter by express queue ‘ Super angry lah. They went to BQ first while i stayed behind. Danced till 430 then headed to BQ with Keimus to find Best, ZhiWei they all. Didn’t drink. Cabbed home with Zi Dong & Wen Hao.

17th Nov.
Met Lingzz @ 4 to do our nails. Never going back there again. Fucking expensive & the service isn’t good. Headed over to Queensway to eat. Diana left, Lingzz & me went back to my place to dye her hair.

18th Nov
PROM! / Day 2 of Fever.
Shanky & Nani came over to do their makeup & hair. Cabbed over to Queensway to pick zuzu up before heading down to Raffles Town Club. Prom was not bad i suppose. Food was surprisingly good, games were quite fun & the dancefloor kinda reminded me of clubbing. But i was sick so couldn’t really enjoy fully. Went straight home after prom cos i was very feverish and feeling quite faint. Lost my voice due to the violent coughing

19th Nov
Met Lingzz @ Tiong, caught 2012 before seeing a doctor. Im surprised the 41degree fever didn’t fry my brain. 6 different types of medicine amounted to $65. IF the service was good & the waiting time was short, i wouldn’t mind at all. The lady @ the counter was very xialan & sarcastic. Go fuck yourself asshole. Dinner @ my favourite Sushi but i didn’t have appetite. Too tired to upload photos. Be thankful i actually typed so much. Bye (K)

Nice guys finish last.

When you lose somebody, you think you’ve lost the whole world as well. But that’s not the way things turn out in the end. Eventually, you pick yourself up and look out the window and once you do, you see everything that was there before the world ended is out there, still.

Hi. I AM VERY ANGRY WITH THE MOTHERFUCKER THAT STOLE MY MONEY. I’m not gonna curse you because i believe in retribution.

Lately i’ve been thinking. Maybe i was wrong all along. Compromise, yes its hard. But i never had the chance to do so. Or, maybe i’ve been. Its just that you never did the same. Reason being, we were never close right from the start. Some things are different, just different. Like you. I guess it’s time to leave the pieces behind and move the fuck on. I deserve to smile like i mean it.

i’ve been thinking about you

You know that I want you & you know that I need you. I want it bad, your bad romance

Hi. I. Am. Officially. Liberated. (Y)

Facial @ Palais Renaissance > Dinner @ Pepper Lunch > Shopping @ FEP > Home.  Shag ttmx.

Found some random thing on my macbook.

Scorpio Strength Keywords:

- Loyal

- Passionate

- Resourceful

- Observant

- Dynamic

Scorpio Weakness Keywords:

- Jealous

- Obsessive

- Suspicious

- Manipulative

- Unyielding

Scorpio and Independence:

Scorpios are fiercely independent. They are able to accomplish anything they put their mind to and they won’t give up. They are perfectly suited to being on their own. They are not social butterflies like some other zodiac signs and some actually prefer to live on their own that way there is never any issue of who controls what at home, they like to be in control.

Scorpio and Friendship:

Relationships with Scorpio are always complicated, just like the person, their relationships are a series of extremes, they can even be downright moody for no apparent reason. Scorpios are known for their possessiveness and jealousy but on the other hand, they are extremely loyal. Scorpios have an excellent memory and combined with an inability to let things go, they can hold a grudge against someone who did them harm forever, in fact a Scorpio rarely if never forgives and forgets. They will even go as far as get vengeance on the person. On the other hand, they will always remember a kind gesture forever and repay it. Any kind selfless gesture done to a Scorpio will gain trust and respect which is extremely important to them in any relationship, either romantic or not. The best advice is to be honest with a Scorpio friend and in return, you will gain an amazing friend you will never forget and who will be loyal to you and never make false promises. Their truthful and shocking sense of humor if different than that of any other zodiac sign and the Scorpio makes an amazing, powerful interesting friend that can be trusted.

Scorpio and Business:

Scorpios make excellent doctors, surgeons, scientists and leaders, they are perfectly suited to any form of business that makes a difference in the world, greatly impacts people and society and a most importantly, Scorpio has to be in a power position, this is why these careers are suited to the Scorpio, they all demand one person in supreme control giving orders and leading a unit of people/practices. In business, Scorpios tend to easily gather wealth, they make very wise business decisions and they are very conservative about spending their money. Scorpios are known for making money and hiding it, they will not announce it due to to fear that others will take the same route and becoming a possible competitor, or worse try to use the Scorpio to their advantage to use them for their money.

Scorpio and Temperament:

Scorpios are extremely ambitious, persistent and determined which is shown through a power hungry, controlling attitude. Not in a stubborn sense however, because a Scorpio will work for what they want and control will justified reasons. This is obvious to any onlooker. A Scorpio never gives up, they are so determined to reach their goal. The key to this success is their flexibility. They are able to re-survey a situation and take a different approach if necessary. This makes them very adaptable and versatile. Scorpios are fierce competitors, combined with their powers of observation and their excellent memory, they will recall facts and when necessary, bring them to the table at the time of need. They will win justly, with proper facts and arguments to support their thoughts and opinions. Scorpios are excellent at restoring order to a chaotic situation and they are just as capable of manipulating for their own greed and benefit. The un-evolved Scorpio is a very dangerous person because they use their powers to benefit only them and step on other people in order to satisfy their own greed.

Scorpio Deep Inside:

Scorpio is the most misunderstood of all astrology signs. They are all about intensity and contradictions. They like to be aware of a situation and always know what’s going on, figuring this out with their probing mind, on the other hand, they are interested in the occult, the paranormal, conspiracy theories and other types of similar unknown mysteries. They are very capable of hiding their true feelings and motivations, they often have ulterior motives or a hidden agenda.

Scorpios are all about control, they need to be in control at all times. To be out of control is very threatening, even dangerous to the Scorpio’s psyche, when they control, they feel safe.

Scorpios are very emotional, their emotions are intensified, both good emotions and bad. Negative emotions of jealousy and resentment are hallmarks of this turbulent astrology sign. On the other side, Scorpios are well known for their forceful and powerful drive to succeed and their amazing dedication. Scorpios are constantly trying to understand their emotions through finding a deeper purpose in life.

Scorpios are very intuitive, but not as in a psychic sense, more as intuitive into the human mind, they have a great understanding of the mystery and the power of the human mind.

Scorpios have a fear of failure which they keep hidden extremely well, should their confrontation not be successful, or their career fail, they will simply use their adaptive skill to quickly move and and leave the bad experience behind. Do not ever expect them to fess up or share their tale with anyone however because this shows signs of weakness and Scorpio always wins, they are always the self-proclaimed best! One of the reasons they seem like they always accomplish their goals is because they set tangible short-term goals that they know they can accomplish, they know what they are capable of and this is what they go for.

Scorpios are very weary about trusting anyone, a person needs to gain their trust and this gets built up over time and once all the ‘trust tests’ have been passed, Scorpio loves deeply and intensely. Underneath the cool exterior, energies and emotions are constantly flowing but the Scorpio deals with this be channeling this into useful activities, hobbies, relationships or a career. This is never apparent to the outside observer but knowing this fact explains why Scorpios are so passionate about whatever it is that they are undertaking. Scorpios have powerful instincts and they trust their own gut feeling which is another reason why a Scorpio seldom fails.

The ongoing lesson in life for those born under the Scorpio zodiac signs, is to channel their powerful energy into positive goals and not succumbing to the darker forces in life such as manipulation and greed, they will then have great success in their life and have a clean, happy conscience and a circle of friends they can trust and hold dear to them.

Scorpio in a Nutshell:

Scorpio is the astrology sign of extremes and intensity. Scorpios are very deep, intense people, there is always more then meets the eye. They present a cool, detached and unemotional air to the world yet lying underneath is tremendous power, extreme strength, intense passion and a strong will and a persistent drive. Scorpios have a very penetrative mind, do not be surprised if they ask questions, they are trying to delve deeper and figure things out and survey the situation. They always want to know why, where and any other possible detail they can possibly know. Scorpio’s are very weary of the games that other people try to play and they are very aware of it. Scorpios tend to dominate and control anyone that lets them, or anyone that they find weak. The person that a Scorpio respects and holds close to them is treated with amazing kindness, loyalty and generosity. On the outside, a Scorpio has great secretiveness and mystery. This magnetically draws people to them. They are known to be controlling and too ambitious but only because they need control for this makes them feel safe.

Does that seem like me? HAHA. Am very hungry now. Am thinking of the past when i know it’s never gonna come back. Am stupid. Am gonna cry. Am gonna smoke now. Byebye.

你最近还好吗 是不是也在思念里挣扎

I don’t want to let you go, but it hurts my hands to hold the rope.

Hi earthlings. Met val today @ CityHall > Shopped @ FEP > Satisfied nicotine urge @ Ion with Des & his friend > Dhoby Ghaut for DDR/Para > Bugis > Home.

I spend like close to a $100 today when i’m supposed to be saving money for BKK.  The only thing i’m looking forward to is the end of O levels. Rebel on the 14th, Zirca on the 16th. Call me up if you’re gonna be there! Uploaded photos as promised. Prepare yourself, it’s gonna be ugly.

So now, do i suit curlz?

At night i pray, that soon your face will fade away.

And everytime I see you in my dreams, I see your face, it’s haunting me. I guess I need you, baby.

Hi babies. I guess i lost my blogging bug. Can fun people go out with me more often? There’s nothing much to blog about. Went to BabyJ’s house yesterday. Damn happy that she’s got her thinking sorted out.

Went for Estee Lauder’s function today. Got a makeover & took peekchures. Shall upload it soon. Bought like few hundred dollars worth of makeup. Met ray @ Bugis then off to PS. Slacked blah and went off. Was damn pissed off.

Help me choose phone!

Excitement.

Is the word “love” important? I don’t know but for me, you are more important. Do you know why? Because how can I say “I love you” if you’re not here?

Happy Birthday?

I love you, not for what you are, but for what I am when I am with you.

Thanks to those who wished me. Hearts a million.

1. Ray
2. Mum
3. Sam
4. Zen
5. Eric
6. Hernani
7. Uli
8. Priscilla
9. Yuyang
10. Ee Sheen
11. Ting Quan
12. Peter
13. Daddy
14. Weiling
15. Isaac
16. Guang Wei
17. Stanley
18. Taiwen
19. Liang Zhou
20. Gengze Xiaovin
21. Bernard
22. Ashley
23. Sirhan
24. Michelle
25. Joseph
26. Natasha
27. Vally
28. Charmaine
29. Jacqueline
30. Arlene
31. Yiamunaa
32. Sonjia
33. Violet
34. Francis
35. Lewis
36. Gary
37. Adam
38. Brandon
39. Qinwei
40. Joel
41. Travis
42. Ciwen
43. Roy
44. YongKang
45. Nigel
46. Brenda
47. Bryan
48. Timothy
49. Damien
50. Elvin
51. Asile
52. Devilynn
53. Dione
54. Abigail
55. Min Sin
56. Diana
57. Wan Zhuo
58. Jesse
59. Hui Min
60. Max
61. Desmond
62. Jonathan
63. Timothy
64. Siling
65. Emmanuel
66. Shanice
67. Shawn
68. Bryan
69. Xiuwen
70. Yongwen
71. Nicole
72. Joey
73. Sebastian
74. Yuan Zhong
75. Jolene
76. Jayve
77. Ryan
78. Malvin
79. Shawn
80. Valentino
81. Lucas
82. Jeromy
83. Valerie

Sorry to those i missed out

This year’s birthday really suckz ballz. Went out for lunch @ Jack’s Place then massage & home. Dinner @ Pizza Hut. Cake. Blah. Boring. Can’t wait for O’s to end. Screwed up SS & Pure. Whatever.

1 day till my birthday.

Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss, and ends with a teardrop.

I just realised how many movies i wanna catch.

1. Jennifer’s Body
2. (500) days of summer
3. 2012
4. Paranormal Activity
5. My Sister’s Keeper.
6. Halloween 2
7. This Is It.
8. My Girlfriend Is An Agent

10 hours of sleep for 3 days makes me a crabby person. Especially when my birthday is tomorrow AND i have SS paper. FML.

Lips like morphine

Someday, someone is going to walk into your life and make you realize why it never worked out with anyone else.

Hi sweetums. Im married nao. Call me Mrs Koh. HAHAHA. K bye. (L)

Never ending drama

Nothing much happened lately. O’s are killing me. Ahwell. Mainly, i’m here to talk about a girl who has no shame.

Firstly, she adds me and talks to me as if i’m really close to her. Then, she spills the beans on my close friends ( also her close friends ) and starts telling me stuff that could potentially start quarrels. She makes personal remarks on people’s looks, weight, personality and more. All of which are of no concern to her. She then proceeds to tell me about the many boyfriends that she had and the impression that ” people think i had sex with everyone of them, i only did it with my longest ex”. Unwanted information much? Then you said you’re not scared of them confronting you. But when we contact you, you hang our call, ignore our SMSes, delete us off Facebook and block us on msn. If that ain’t scared, i don’t know what is that.

And now you private your blog. I’m utterly speechless at your cowardly behaviour. Be honoured that i’m wasting time to blog about you. If you have the guts to talk about us, fucking own up & tell it to our faces instead of acting like a tiger on the phone but behaving like a pussy in real life. Tsk.

Go figure who this person is. She’s REALLY POPULAR and has ALOT of boyfriends. She also loves to play the number game, whereby she asks her friends to take guys number & act nonchalant.